(long ask again, oops) 1.Can waking up with Tin in his arms after being without him for a month, after Can chased Tin and proved to him that he can trust in him, that morning Can imagines the awful what-ifs

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2. (what if Can had ruined everything and Tin never had forgiven
him? What if Tin had never trusted him again? What if Tin had gotten
over Can? What if someone else had come and had taken Tin away from
him?) Can embraces Tin so hard into his chest, plants kisses everywhere
on his face and mutters in Tin’s ear “I’m never letting you go”
 

Oh wow, Anon, this hits me right in the feels. But yeah, I can totally see this happening. At times, a quick dash of anxiety will hit Can, reminding him just how close he was to losing Tin permanently. And so what if some nights, he will hug Tin just a little bit tighter, burrow his lithe body in the heat of his lover’s warmth and kissed him senseless? Nobody has to know.

Nobody but him will ever know just how stupid he once was for letting fear and irrationality override him. How dangerously close he was to lose Tin’s love forever.