In the LBC fandom we talk a lot about Tins walls and insecurities but I want to talk about Cans
Can deep down feels that heâs not enough for Tin, not rich enough, not attractive enough ect. Thatâs why Pete brings out the biggest jealousy in him because Pete looks like someone Tin should naturally be with. Tin brought down Cans walls of him feeling like he was too much, he let him talk all the time and enjoy his company.
(sorry darling i am dry for the first one? nothing comes to mind?? except having her die in a fire and uuuuh i donât want to kill Ley :((( ) (the line was âstop, wait ! sheâs still in there! sheâs still in there!â)
8- âI know we arenât really talking right now, but please, call me back. Itâs important.â
âI know we arenât really talking right now, but please, call me back. Itâs important,â Tin says into his phone, his grip on Canâs hand tightening as he hangs up. Can rubs soothing circles inside Tinâs palm, quiet for once, and they let the silence surround them for a while.Â
Tin drops his head with a heavy sigh, slowly leaning into Canâs waiting shoulder.Â
âI should stop trying to reach her. She didnât care before, why would she care now?â Tin asks, mostly to the air. âI donât know why I even tried.â
âBecause for better or worse sheâs your mother and you still want her to be a part of your life?â
âShe doesnât want me in hers,â Tin says, âso itâs up to her now. I reached out. Itâs her call.â
He looks up at Can, and he wills his eyes to be dry. âBesides, youâre my âfor better or worseâ now, Cantaloupe. Thatâs enough for me.â
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18- âI didnât come here to talk to you. Where is he?â
Can doesnât really know why heâs standing in front of Tinâs family mansion in the middle of the night, except that he canât sleep and images of Tin petting his hair, kissing his cheek, kissing his lips, are running through his mind again and again. He cannot sleep. Itâs Tinâs fault. Tin has to fix this.
Heâs surprised when it isnât Tin that answers the door, which he blames on the sleep-deprivation, which is again Tinâs fault. Normally, he would have thought of maybe calling Tin once he got to the door, to make sure he would be the one to open it instead of what looks like his half-brother, if Can remembers correctly from his sisterâs frenzied internet Tin stalking.
Before Tul can open his mouth, Can lifts his hand to stop him.
âI didnât come here to talk to you. Where is he?â
Tul looks Can up and down with a barely concealed sneer. âSo youâre the reason Tinâs been weird- well, weirder than usual for a while, uh? He always had shitty taste,â Tul grins, but his eyes are cold and calculating and Can wants to sucker-punch the smile off his face.
He starts to shift his weight on his hips, turning to get enough momentum as he readies his fist. Tul doesnât seem to move, but the second Can throws his fist at him, Tul catches it easily in a death-grip, grinding Canâs fingers together until Can gasps in pain.
âArenât you cute? Go, before I change my mind,â Tul nods towards the staircase, letting go of Canâs fist as if it were some trash he picked up. âLast bedroom to the right. Tell Tin I said hi.â
Thank you sweetie! đ I don’t want to sound sadistic but I like stories featuring Tin’s family when it allows Can to comfort him, to be there for him in contrast to how his family always lets him down. ‘Besides, you’re my “for better or worse” now, Cantaloupe’ is both such a sweet and such a heartbreaking line!
Canât is a little messy, no really theme, lots of pictures of Gucci and Food, plus sweet cute pictures of Tin and Can together.
Tin has a black and white theme and is very aesthetic, lots of sexy selfies which makes Can very frustrated, and many pictures of Can with the đ emoji
Tin sitting on a bench or somewhere with other students around him and suddenly there is a voice saying âSorry, sorryâ and Tin just waits because he knows who is crawling over people and he waits for Can to throw his arms and legs around him (more often then not from behind) and a kiss which lands mostly next to his mouth and Cans voice: âTin! Iâm soooo hungry.â And gosh HE LOVES IT!
âAnd how dare he, you know? He just strolls around so effortlessly! Everyone gives him anything he wants!â Can ended his rant huffing. Type continued nodding, as if playing the role of a kind older brother. âI just donât get why heâs under my skin!â
âUh ohâŠâ Type looked at Can with a glint in his eye.
âWhat?â
âSounds like someoneâs in love.â
âYeah right! I just think Ai Tin is cool. Itâs not like I lay awake at night thinking about him!â
Type shrugged. âSure you donât. And Ae and Pete arenât dating.â
âEh?! But PâType, when did they both break up?!â
âThatâs not-â
âOh god, I have to tell Ai Ae heâs being stupid. Ai Pete is the best!â
Can ran off and Type sighed. Hopefully Can would work it out later.
Later turned out to be that night. Can tossed and turned in bed, images of Tin passing through his mind. The brightness of Tinâs smile. The way Tinâs eyes narrowed when he smiled. The paleness of Tinâs skin. The feel of Tinâs handâs caressing his neck. The warmth of Tinâs lipsâŠ
Can immediately sat up, his heart racing. âDAAAMN IIIITTTTTTT!â
âPâCAN, SHUT UP!âÂ
Can immediately slapped his hands over his mouth before Ley could come barging in again. âCanât even cry about how Ai Tin is on my mind at home!â Can stared at his lap as well. âYou shouldnât be reacting either!â
Before Can could complain further, his phone pinged with a message. Against his better judgement, Can checked it.
Tin had sent Can a sticker of a sleeping monkey followed by a picture of himself, peeking out from under his blankets. The next text read, âGood night, Cantaloupe. Dream of me.â
âTHAT IS THE PROBLEM, AI TIN!â
âPâCAN!â
Can hid under his covers. If Ley couldnât find him immediately at this time of night, he might be safe.Â
âAnd then he went and told off the waiter too!â Good nodded sympathetically as Can continued his story. âGod⊠And then as if that wasnât enough, he asked for the chef and told him he should quit because all the food was burnt. Heâs seriously the biggest jerk on the face of the Earth!â
Good blinked. âBut Ai Can⊠how do⊠you know him?â Good tilted his head in thought. âI thought⊠you said⊠you didnât like him. So why do⊠you have⊠so many stories?â
Canâs face turned pink before it turned pale. Goodâs curiosity increased as Can started fidgeting in his seat.
âWell Ai Good⊠Thereâs something I have to tell you.â Good nodded. âAnd you have to promise me you wonât overreact.â Good raised an eyebrow but said nothing. âWell⊠Ai Tin and I⊠Heâs my boyfriend.â
Good blinked. âSince⊠when?â
Can stared at his sneakers and kicked at the dirt. âTwo months.â
Good nodded. âAre you⊠happy?â
âYeah⊠I really am happy.â
Good watched Can smile, small but happy. âAi Tin makes me⊠He makes me feel like Iâm not too much even if he says I am. He trusts me and I trust him.â
âYou sound⊠so serious.â
âI guess we are more serious than I thought.â
âIâm glad⊠Ai Can that⊠you have Ai Tin.â Can felt relief flow through him at Goodâs acceptance. âBut donât⊠let him⊠hurt you.â
âI wonât! Heâll be kissing the ground again before that happens!â Can pulled Good closer by throwing an arm around his shoulders. âBut donât you ever forget, weâre still best friends Ai Good!â
âNever.â
âCome on. I think itâs time I introduced him to you formally! And then he can buy us lunch!â
Good nodded only a slight bit faster than normal. But to Can, that might as well have been a shout of excitement.Â
In the days after their mini-date and the kisses to Canâs cheek, Tin was surprised to find Can seeking him out. It had seemed that the shorter boy was taking most excuses to get away lately. But now all of a sudden, Tin found himself confronted.
Most importantly, Can looked surprisingly emotionally distraught.Â
âWhat happened?â Tin looked Can over quickly, watching him squirm as Tin looked for any obvious signs of what might cause such an expression. âAre you okay?â
Can took a breath and seemed to square his shoulders. âWhat exactly do you think of me, Ai Tin.â Tin was startled into taking a step back. âWhat exactly is going on in your head when you look at me that way?â
Tinâs mouth moved faster than his brain. âSomething somewhere between âFuck you,â and, âIâd fuck you,â Cantaloupe.â
Canâs face took on a delightfully pink hue that Tin couldnât help but pinch. Can came to his senses and slapped Tinâs hand away.
âGod, do you always have to talk that way about me?! Like Iâm some sort of joke?â
âYouâre not a joke, Cantaloupe.â Tin traced Canâs bottom lip with his thumb. âIâve definitely been leaning more towards, âIâd fuck you,â lately.â
Canâs blush darkened and he slapped Tinâs hand away again before storming off. Tin watched him walk away, slapping his face and shaking his head. Tin felt validated seeing the response. Apparently his flirting was getting through to Can after all.Â
It wouldnât be long now before he got a proper date out of the Sports Science major. But Tin could be patient. He knew how to play the long game.
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